HaLf YeAr Ago....

Half year ago, i still a student, enjoyed my uni life. I didn't need to worry abt life, money, future and everything. All i need to worry was my assignments, exam, lab reports, thesis....
But now.... i need to worry about my career, where to get a job, hw much i need to earn to pay bk my ptptn, what kind of life i can give to myself and what is my future.

Half year ago, i didn't hv all d responsibility. There's no responsible to my own financial problem, i still have my FAMA. But now, no more FAMA, i need to take the responsible to settle all my expenses.

Half year ago, i had a boyfriend beside me and taking care of me. But now, he's gone and become my ex-boyfriend.

Half year ago, SATC and Marine Family were always beside me. No matter happy or unhappy, there's always someone who shared with and always a shoulder for me to cry. Besides that, there's also family dinner, swimming day, feeding time, shopping day, movie day sing k n club. Owh... cannot forget our family trip too.
But now, we all separated a part. There's no Marine Family anymore, SATC also 4 less 1. No more family dinner, feeding time, trip, swimming together, even club also not that fun anymore.

Half year ago, i had lovely housemates and also a roommate. Everytime i back home i felt warm. But now, even i stay wif my aunts, but i feel vy cold in the house. I am so lonely and no one can talk to me after i back to home. I only can keep my problem to myself.....

Half year ago, alot of happinees and laughter around me. There's always a smiling face on me. But now, all i have is tonnes of problem in my mind, less happiness, less laughter, less smilling face.

Half year ago, i can sleep 12 hours a day. But now, insomnia is my friend.

Half year ago, i was charm, energetic, young and fresh. But now, i can feel that im old, tired, boring and lifeless.

Half year ago, all i had was a freedom, happy, lovely and simple life. But now, all i have is just worry worry and worry, problems problems and problems.

Half year passed, everything is change. There's so much difference between undergraduate and graduated....
I seriously miss my uni life :(