Never expect my new job can be so busy and time consuming. Started my job for a week but i never back home on time, some more there's no overtime claim for my company T_T Work until 7-8pm daily is a must for my current position. Travel to Singapore once a week or once every two weeks also a must for me. Travel like this is tiring though, but i do learn a lot from my new job and i don't mind to travel if im going to gain knowledge and experience for my future.
Im actually starting to like my job. To be honest it might be a possibility for me to become a workaholic. But then..... i foresee there're some problems going to occur. Problems between me and my relationship, friendships and family. I seriously wouldn't have much time for each of them and i wish i have. At this moment, i don't know how to get a balance between career and life or i should say i don't know where's the point of balance.
Just the first week i already didn't have time to meet up or call or text Xiamigui, left my dearest roommie alone at home and my mum screamed at me over the phone =[ How la??? I lagi not dare to think about the future weeks! True to be told for now i just follow instruction from my boss, wish that i could plan my own schedule after my probation period. Anyway, i wish that i think too much and there won't be any problems occur.
Between, im glad to have Xiamigui as he's very supportive and understanding. We made a deal that i can fully concentrate on my career for 3 years, go wherever i want and do whatever i like to earn more money (money always come first....haha). Weekends will try my best to accompany him. After 3 years i will have to settle down instead of traveling like this (Alternative: he travels like this with me....lol). Can i make a deal with my mum and friends too?? Back to Kuantan twice a year (i think mum will kill me)? Hangout with my bestie at least once a month (but i like to hangout with my friends ler....sob sob)?
Wish me all the best la >_<
5 days ago
