How long it has to be?

I AM OVER-STRESS!!! 

From job to my personal life, from top to my toe.

How long it has to be? Why never stop one??

Disappointment, worrying, annoying, irritating, heart-broken, sad, unsatisfying, guiltiness, self-blaming..... What else i don't have?

OMG.... can i have a break?

After the loooooooooooooong silent, this is all i can blog about. FML~

New job, New life, New challenge

Never expect my new job can be so busy and time consuming. Started my job for a week but i never back home on time, some more there's no overtime claim for my company T_T Work until 7-8pm daily is a must for my current position. Travel to Singapore once a week or once every two weeks also a must for me. Travel like this is tiring though, but i do learn a lot from my new job and i don't mind to travel if im going to gain knowledge and experience for my future. 


Im actually starting to like my job. To be honest it might be a possibility for me to become a workaholic. But then..... i foresee there're some problems going to occur. Problems between me and my relationship, friendships and family. I seriously wouldn't have much time for each of them and i wish i have. At this moment, i don't know how to get a balance between career and life or i should say i don't know where's the point of balance. 


Just the first week i already didn't have time to meet up or call or text Xiamigui, left my dearest roommie alone at home and my mum screamed at me over the phone =[ How la??? I lagi not dare to think about the future weeks! True to be told for now i just follow instruction from my boss, wish that i could plan my own schedule after my probation period. Anyway, i wish that i think too much and there won't be any problems occur. 


Between, im glad to have Xiamigui as he's very supportive and understanding. We made a deal that i can fully concentrate on my career for 3 years, go wherever i want and do whatever i like to earn more money (money always come first....haha). Weekends will try my best to accompany him. After 3 years i will have to settle down instead of traveling like this (Alternative: he travels like this with me....lol). Can i make a deal with my mum and friends too?? Back to Kuantan twice a year (i think mum will kill me)? Hangout with my bestie at least once a month (but i like to hangout with my friends ler....sob sob)? 


Wish me all the best la >_<

I'm Leavin'

Suddenly have the urge to sing..............

Hey stupid BOSS, I've been hating you all day
Man that thing you got behind us is disgusting
You make me want to punch and hit you in your face
I know you are the boss but this is what I should say


That I'm LEAVIN'.......... never to come back again
You won't find someone who does it better than I can
No more making you laugh, no more bright skies
Boss I'm flyin on the G5 G5


And I'm LEAVIN' never to come back again
So call your Theresline and tell her to find a new staff
The one might so so fly
The one might keep you "high"
Have you singing all night night night


Oh oh oh
Yeah
Man i'm gone be singin
Oh oh oh oh


Don't stress don't stress don't stress
I'm telling you to the left left left
Don't stress don't stress don't stress
Cause I gone & I gone & I gone
No stress no stress no stress
Yes I deserve nothing but the best
No stress no stress no stress
Yes I need to tell him....

That I'm LEAVIN'.......... never to come back again

You won't find someone who does it better than I can

No more making you laugh, no more bright skies

Boss I'm flyin on the G5 G5

And I'm LEAVIN' never to come back again

So call your Theresline and tell her to find a new staff

The one might so so fly

The one might keep you "high"

Have you singing all night night night

Oh oh oh

Yeah

Man i'm gone be singin

Oh oh oh oh

18 February 2011

Who is this??! Gave me this kind of face on my birthday dinner!! Bu shuang is it?!! HAHA =D

XiamiGui always had funny funny face expression in front of camera. LOL~

We had our dinner at Chili's Grill & Bar Restaurant, one of my favorite restaurant. 

My medium rare lamb chop. I love it!! It's very juicy.

XiamiGui had honey "don't know what" chicken. 

Sorry for my short-term memory =P

It's tasty too!

いただきます!

itadakimasu!

Nom Nom Nom!

Baskin-Robbins ice-cream cake was waiting me at home with the dry ais.

Fasu-fasu rushed home after dinner before it melts. 

 Mango ice-cream with chocolate cake, my very first ice-cream birthday cake.

Thanks XiamiGui for the birthday celebration.....Muackss!

Next..... is Pressies from the one who loves me...... 

 Hand-made roses, card and also the gift box from XiamiGui. 

 The roses took him one hour plus to make everyone of it.

Gobsmackingly PRETTY!! 

I received hand-made card for almost all the important days from XiamiGui.

Can I say he has the BLOOD of art? LOL~

Only certain people will get my joke >_< 

Lalala~

Starbucks RM50 voucher from ShinD and Lulu.

Love you girls!

Now i can slowly hunt for my Starbucks tumbler yay! 

My wish list ---> Checked 1

Well..... I stole got this hotplate from my home at Kuantan. My mum bought it long time ago but never use it. So it's consider my b'day pressie!! ---> Checked 2

G-String from P Shuang. 

Her sister purposely helped her to deliver this all along from UK to Malaysia, *touch*

I might just keep it for collection =)

Ang Paw from my parents! Inside got how much $$$... i won't tell. Blek!

Lastly.....thanks ShinD, Lulu & Peng Sok for the celebration at Genting and also brought me to My Elephant Thai Restaurant for dinner! 

I enjoyed my birthday a lot =]

Welcome to the world of 25 to ME!!! 

Eh wait.... where's my tweet from Jay Chou??!! I haven't receive geh??

Human vs Froggie

Sorry for the ugly drawing. This is what happened last night in our room and also my very first time of Human Froggie War >.< 

Actually not that easy to catch a frog ler. Especially when the froggie keep jumping here and there and you roommate is scares of it. Anyway, human won the war!!! Wuahaha...... wtf! nothing to be proud also =_="

Oops! The frog wasn't that big actually..... or should say i drew myself too small. Im not that petit though....haha! 

Alright, i shall improve my drawing.

莫名其妙

有时候有些人就是莫名其妙. 明明不爽那就说嘛, 耍什么帅装什么酷呀?? 

你的言行举止都表明了一切,还有什么好装的? 以为别人盲的啊?

 虽然脸带着笑容可是心里头想的却是另一套, 这样子你会比较舒服吗? 

我还是觉得君子要坦荡荡,有什么就当面说清楚嘛.

有些人更糟, 无关痛痒的事情也要藏.

其实别人更本没有要知道的意思, 简直多此一举.

东藏一点西藏一点, 但却要漏出一些些.

藏个屁啊?! 那样比较好玩哦?

要藏就藏好来嘛. 干吗要"不小心"让人知道?

屁股痒哦? 顶你的肺!

唉....

笑里藏刀 假仁假义 这门学问我还真的学不懂呢,也许我是时候拜师了咯....

真是莫名其妙!

太久没用华语了, 偶尔写写华语感觉还真不错 =D

My Birthday Wish-list

 Year 2011 started with lots of "tragedies". Issues with the new rental room and landlady, PK in front of my house, bonus gone, career path is going nowhere, virus attacked my tummy twice in a month and had a really bad interview experience. All of these happened in January 2011.....FML! But thanks God i'm still having my lovely roomie cum bestie who support me and be with me. Of course, can't forget my XiamiGui (previously called Egui), who constantly lend me his shoulder. So what else could i wish for? A lot more....hehe!

Well, less than three weeks i will hit the age of quarter of my life, provided that i can survive until 100 years old =] To be honest, i'm dreading my birthday a little bit cause getting older fml. But i'm occupying my fearful thoughts by something else.....lalala~

Since too much of emo moment last month, i think i should start on the things that could make me happy indeed if they come true on my birthday ^_^ I'm not expecting any or all to be given but it is after all a wish list. 

Non-Tangible 

1. Hope my brother "sang sang seng seng", be a good son and good brother in our family.
2. For my parents, i wish with all my heart they always healthy and happy.
3. I wish XiamiGui get his confirmation letter and increment salary asap.
4. I wish ShinD get a better job with better salary or get a HUGE increment of salary in her current job.
5. For Lulu, wish that her company can stop torturing her, less OT, less nonsense work. 
6. For PeiX mummy, hope that she sweet sweet and happy together with her darling at Singapore.
7. Wish Ling Yuin & KX good health and life.
8. For PS, faster get married but please inform me one year earlier so that i can save money. 
9. For our small business, expand expand expand!! We can do it....Huat ah!!
10. Personal wishes for myself, they are for me to know =P

Tangible (Gifts!! =D)

   1.  Starbucks Tumbler

A cute and sweet one will do!

      2.  Blackberry Bold 9780

Black is nicer than white

     3.  Sesame Street Puppet

                                       

Either Elmo or Cookie Monster!

    4.  Real puppy

Toy poodle? Golden retriever? Husky? Any puppy will do. Haha...

    5.   Oxfords Shoe   

Nice Oxfords shoe from http://tres-tresors.blogspot.com

    6.   GSC Gold Class movie ticket

For nice movie!

    7.   Puzzle

Cute Disney theme 500 pcs puzzle

     8.   Teapot

For my favorite green tea ^_^

    9.   Mini electric hot plate

Portable mini electric hot plate 

   10.  Shopaholic Book Series

But i already got the first book =X

Ten wishes for each category, fair enough...hehe! This is the first birthday wish-list i have ever made in my life. I feel good...LOL~ I hope that once CNY and my birthday come my life wouldn't be so "suey" anymore. All the good luck please come to me, i need you badly!

Wait... before i forget the last wish in my mind.

Birthday Tweet from.....

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I know it's impossible to get a tweet from Jay Chou, BUT IT'S NO HARM TO TRY! 

Someone please tell him it's my birthday on 18 Feb....Wuahaha!

Thanks for reading and Happy Chinese New Year!!!