When i wrote my last post 7 months ago, it's only few months i joined bunker industry. Now is coming to a year and i'm still struggling, learning and enjoying here. It's just like a story book with endless climax for me. Is a good sign i guess, at least i don't feel bored and wanted to leave yet.
I didn't really look at my blog since then and i feel totally weird-ed out when i read my previous entries. I feel like i was a different person back then with so much of freedom and dreams. Now its all about trading, operating, marketing, socializing and making money for company wtf. However, i have decided to pick up my blog again. Because it does help me to think and remind me who am i, the real me. Even though there are not many people reading my blog... LOL
Well .......im kinda losing myself for the past one year.I have to admit that my career is making a big changes on me. From nothing to something, simple minded person to someone who over-think for every single thing, unrealistic to realistic, unmaterialistic to materialistic. Please allow me to say this, is quite impossible to stay unchanged with my working environment and also the people that i surrounded with. Is not a good thing for sure, but is not a bad thing either to expose myself and experience the real world when im still "young"? Haha... yes, i consider myself young, always~!
Anyway, i just shifted to Monkey Island 2 weeks ago with Egui. There's a long list of "to be done" agenda waiting for me......sigh~
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