Tuesday, May 18, 2010

What The HELL.....

What the HELL!! Why must i always wait for people to make their decision first then only i can make my move? Sometimes their decision will only screw up my whole plan, but i have no choice. Why must everyone is much more important than me? Why other people's thinking always that important but not mine? I need someone to care about my feelings too. Why on earth that i am always the secondary?? Can i just don't give a damn to what people think and make the decision for myself just for once? Can i be selfish to others, just for once? Can i treat myself better without worrying this and that just for once?? Can i be tougher and stand strong to what i wanted just for once?! FML....
Feel like wanna escape and backpack alone.............

Monday, May 3, 2010

Long Distance Relationship (LDR)

In a long distance relationship (LDR), it's important to do something else together besides the usual phone call or web cam. Interaction over the phone or web cam can become dull in the long run, especially for people like me who is playful and always like surprises. Well.....a month ago, to prevent the level of sweetness and loveliness to drop between me and Egui, i went to google and surf on the internet to find some way to maintain our LDR. These were the outcomes.....


  1. Send some small gifts or flowers for no reason. (small gifts sent dy ^^ but flowers he doesn't need la of course) check!


  2. Learn new things about each other. (hmm.....trying hard)


  3. Read a certain book at the same time, call each other afterward and talk about it. (he doesn't have time for story books wor, his engineering book i langsung tak faham =_=")


  4. Give him/her a personal object of yours so in a time of need, where him/her miss you, him/her are able to hold on to something that once belonged to you. (he has it, gave him long time ago) check!


  5. Once in a while express your creative sides and make homemade gifts for each other. (sense of creativity?? i don't have at all le T_T)


  6. Play games (viwawa consider games? even abit childish but still a game wat....LOL~) check!


  7. Nice, handwritten love letters. (no no no..... of cos he's the one who need to write for me not i write for him =P)


  8. Quiz each other. (we did that before....quite fun and it's work ^^) check!


  9. Tweet. (he doesn't have twitter and he doesn't want to have it....ish!! =_=")


  10. Make a Countdown. (hmm.... maybe on his birthday? long way to go...)


  11. Have "online" dates. (we have online movie date every weekend. Egui will download the movies i had so that we can watch the same movie together while web cam-ing. We some more can discuss abt the movie on the same time ler. That's my idea, clever right? DWF.....hehe!) check!


  12. Sing together. (we sometimes have our karaoke session through web cam, each of us take turn to sing then ask the other one to guess what is that song. Sound stupid but it's fun!!) check!
Not bad ma, half of the list i made it in a month ler.....yippie ^^ Another half ar.... hmm.... i will try my best. We also did alot of stuff that not in the list actually. Perhaps, still have a lot of stuff can do geh, depends on we have the heart to do it or not je ma. For those who always said LDR can't work, i can tell u that u are wrong. And for those who ever said Egui and me will not make it, we will prove to u that we can make it!